Saturday, January 30, 2010

Pictures

As promised here are some baby bump and nursery pictures...




Here is the crib (and Lily testing out the crib for Autumn)...I love the bedding...it's from Pottery Barn kids and the pillows are from Target. The pillows will be moved to the window seat once it's built.




This is a nightlight I found at babies r'us...thought the eiffel tower pictures was appropriate :o)



And the dresser...



And my favorite two pieces so far...a cute little cabinet...it has a drawer and two shelves...so some nice storage. And my eiffel tower painting. It's a lot smaller than I was imagining so I'm going to attempt to paint another one myself to go over the dresser/changing table. We'll see how it goes...:o)



Still LOTS to do, but it's coming along nicely. I'll of course post the final product when it all comes together in a few months!!

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Doing well!

Just wanted to give you all a quick update that thanks to my amazing doctor and the magnesium my heart palpitations are virtually gone at this point. I'm back to having one a day at the most! Yeah!!

In other news…the nursery is starting to take shape! The painting and bedding have arrived. I've found a few other pieces that fit perfectly! And we will be hopefully having the window seat built and the paint on the walls soon! I promise to post some belly and nursery pictures this weekend!! :o)

Friday, January 22, 2010

Matters of the heart

So I've been quite freaked out the past couple of days...on Wednesday afternoon around 1 PM I started having heart palpitations. If you do any research on the web or talk to any doctor they will tell you that heart palpitations are a common symptom of pregnancy...I've even had a few from time to time during the past 5 months. Typically I'd have one or two a day for a couple days and then they'd vanish for weeks at a time…only to catch me totally off guard again when another one would surprise me while sitting on the couch or doing something totally uneventful. I think palpitations feel slightly different to everyone, but for me if basically feels like my heart skips a beat and I get the wind knocked out of me for a second. It's a pretty scary feeling, especially because sometimes it almost feels like my heart gets off beat from it for a second and it really takes my breath away. It really reminds you just how crucial the heart is to your survival...something most of us take for granted on a regular basis because we don't have to think about it.

So when I had the first palpitation on Wednesday I thought nothing of it...but then when I had another one shortly after that...and another...and another...and another I started to get a little freaked out! Basically for the rest of the afternoon, heart palpitations were all I could feel and think about! I was having them every few minutes at least! I still tried to shrug it off, but was getting more and more worried...and more exhausted as the day went on. That night it was difficult to eat as it almost felt difficult to catch my breath. I would just recover from having a palpitation when the next one would come. Stressed and worn out I ended up going to bed at 8 o'clock that night…with the hope that I would wake up the next morning and feel totally refreshed! Not so much...I got a good night's sleep, but when I woke up at 4 AM and felt them still going on panic ensued. Having trouble falling back to sleep I decided to get up and go to work. The drive in was horrible...I had probably 50 palpitations and was feeling lightheaded from all the times my breath was robbed from me...not the ideal driving conditions that is for sure! I decided at work to try and count them to understand what I was really dealing with...7 in the first minute...5 in the next! Holy cow...this was not good...and not normal!! I ended up calling the exchange for my OB and when he called back 45 minutes later he told me that I needed to see my primary care doctor or go to the ER...probably going to the ER was the best option he said due to the hysterics I was in...I could not stop crying!

Around 9 AM I decided it was time to leave work...I was crying like an idiot and was not in any sort of mental capacity to work. On the way I called my primary care doctors office and explained the situation...they asked if I could come in at 10, to which I quicly responded YES! I drove straight there and got in right away. So let me first say, I love my doctor...she must have a photographic memory because she knows everything about everything! Anyway...when she came in to see me she had a medical student with her that she was "training." She asked if he could practice his interviewing skills on me while she stepped out and then she'd come back in and we'd all figure out the diagnosis together. Not exactly the best day for me to humor a med student, but I agreed anyway. After he debriefed her on what I'd told him they both came back in. She explained that the palpitations were possibly a result of the thyroid medicine I am on. I was put on it to help with the infertility issues, but she thought the dose may be too high now that I am pregnant. Another option was I could be anemic or be defficient in magnesium. She was going to order some blood work and an EKG...luckily both things can be done in their office! Yeah!

So next up the nurse came in to give me an EKG...they put all these sticky pads on you (10 total) then hook wires up to them and record your heart rhythm for approximately 10 seconds. Ugh...10 seconds we'll never catch one of these pesky little things! But luckily we did!!! I guess that's one good thing about them happening so frequently...and the good news is now I don't have to wear the heart rate monitor for a few days because the cardiologist should be able to tell from the EKG if these palpitations are "normal"...whatever that means. So as of this moment I found out that my blood tests all came back normal (so no change in thyroid medicine), I've started taking magnesium supplements, and the EKG is out for review. If the magnesium starts working and the palpitations become less frequent then that is hopefully the end of it. If they continue at this pace (yes, I'm still having them atleast every minute or so) AND my EKG looks ok, then they will start me on a beta blocker that will essentially slow my heart rate some and stop the palpitations. If we have to go with the beta blocker I will also have to monitor my heart rate and blood pressure regularly to make sure it stays in a healthy range. I'm really hoping the magnesium will do the trick, but I do feel better knowing my doctor is treating a patient now that is on the highest dose of beta blocker and should be delivering a healthy baby sometime in the next few weeks! So for now I'm dealing with the uncomfortableness and just hoping relief comes soon!

Saturday, January 16, 2010

Half way there!!

We're 20 weeks today...and litlle Autumn is said to be the size of a cantaloupe!! She's growing a lot and so is my belly! haha! I'll try and post some pictures soon so you can see my expanding wasteline...finally I feel like I look pregnant and not just overweight . So the big accomplishments this week include feeling little Autumn moving and deciding on our bedding/nursery theme!! Yeah!!

So I think I've been feeling her for the past 3 weeks, but wasn't really sure...it just felt like a whoosing or something...I don't really know how to explain it, but it wasn't really obvious what it was. But the past week or so the movements are getting a little stronger (still not very frequent, but definitely there) and now I'm positive it is her moving around in there!! The most obvious one was after eating a brownie...haha...I guess that means she likes chocolate...or maybe it means that she doesn't :o) Either way, it made her a little more mobile for a short while!! I'm excited for them to start picking up so I know she's doing ok in there...every movement is like a reminder that she's doing well.

So on to the nursery. I know before I mentioned a hot pink and white themed room, but things changed a little after discovering this website called Etsy. I had never heard of it before, but now I am absolutely in love with it! It is all handmade items...like paintings, quilts, wall decals...pretty much you name it, someone makes it and sells it on etsy!! It's so addictive...I keep finding more and more things I want to order...especially once she arrives...like tutu's, goofy hats, all sorts of cute little girly things that will be so much fun! So back to the nursery...for those who don't know, I love the eiffel tower...I've been obsessed with it since college and finding a beautiful night time picture of it. I have several eiffel tower statues around our house and Jacob even proposed to me in the eiffel tower (ok, it was the replica of the eiffel tower in Las Vegas, but close enough...haha). So when I found this eiffel tower painting on Etsy I knew I had to get this for her room and create the rest of it around this!


I just love the colors and the whimsical nature of it! It is being shipped on Tuesday and I can't wait for it to arrive!! So from there I decided on this bedding from Pottery Barn called coco dot...I think the colors will work perfectly!


And the rest kinda happened from there. Here's a design board of the main elements I want to incorporate.


The wall color is the background color on this slide...basically a tiffany blue (teal) type color. And then we'll have pink and white accents. I can't wait to start pulling it all together!! I think it's going to be adorable!! I'll of course upload pictures of the real thing once it starts coming together! For now I'm going to enjoy the fact that we're halfway there...if the second half goes as quickly as the first...she's going to be here before we know it!!

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Sugar & spice & everything nice…

That's what little girls are made of :o) Haha…as you can probably guess the ultrasound yesterday did confirm we are having a little girl. Yeah!! I'm so excited at the thought of having a daughter…dressing her up in girly things, playing with her hair, teaching her about boys…and that she should stay far away from them for as long as possible…hehe…just kidding! Sort of :o) She didn't make it easy for us once again…with her hand between her legs the majority of the time…and she was being shy and wouldn't turn her head so we could get a good profile shot…most of the time she was facing away from us :o( I was really hoping for some good pictures, but that's ok in less than five months I will get to see the real thing which is so much better!

So now the shopping begins!! I've been looking for girl bedding since we found out 3 weeks ago that it was probably a girl. I'm having quite a time though finding anything I like. Everything is so pastel and blah…I want bright, bold bedding…like hot pink and white! I did find a set I love, but wouldn't you know it's no longer available…so the only place I can find it is on e-bay. It's brand new, but pretty expensive and non-returnable so I just don't think it's the best option. Here's a picture of it…isn't it so cute!!


The second choice is some bedding from pottery barn that is white with a hot pink scallop design and trim. I'm thinking of possibly using this and then my mom and I making some curtains out of the fabric below that I found…that would brighten up the room for sure!! So no decisions yet…I'll continue looking…but if anyone has any good ideas or recommendations definitely let me know!! I'm open to anything at this point!



Decorating and shopping aside though I'm just so extremely excited that she looks to be healthy and growing!! It's so amazing when I stop to think about what a miracle it truly is…I get choked up just thinking about it. And as I approach the 20 week mark and realize we're half way there already it's a reminder of just how blessed we are for this to really be happening!!